In the memory of the soul, we can tap into the akashic record and experience every moment of awareness that we have ever had. That is how we can transgress the mind through hypnosis and assist those who wish to remember the past; in this life or others. Yogis can do this for themselves without a hypnotist. It is just one of these memories that I wish to recall for you. The fact is, there were ongoing experiences in the womb, and coming in and out of the body in there. It was a vast universe in there with little stars everywhere brightly shining on a background of infinity; starting with rose pink and reaching out to darker blue hues where the universe continued. I knew no boundaries to my joyful state of consciousness, until one day my foot actually touched something that startled me! I pushed, and oh, my gosh, I seemed to move quickly and touched another wall with my upper body! That entertained me. I could hear sounds through these walls which took on a red-pink glow. I remember touching my face and feeling my nose, eyes, lids and mouth. I was thinking about how they were forming so perfectly to how the inner pattern was to be outpictured. I knew all these things and was highly intelligent. I knew I was being formed and I was experiencing this as it was happening. My birth was like going down a long slide and thinking, "Here we go again!". I remember the doctor's face and how his arm had hair on it, unshaven. He had gloves on and a deep voice. The room had green tile on the wall and a bright light overhead. I heard my mother's voice and she was laughing and was very happy to see me. I asked her about this many years later, and she said my facts were correct; she had remembered that the doctor had very noticable hair on his arms. She thought it very strange that I could remember such a thing so long ago, but understood because she had recall memory in meditation, also. The experience in the womb is one that man today has suggested has no bearing on life; and therefore legally aborts what they term as, the fetus. You will find that as souls recall their experience in the womb, and even recall being aborted, that this law to abort will have to be done away with. The slaughter of the innocents is one of the worst blood baths this earth has ever endured. The weight of karma is so heavy that on the astral plane, there is literally a sea of blood around this whole planet. It is the individuals karma to balance out this killing act upon God when the body and soul is in such a vulnerable state of development. It has accumulated beyond the ability of the individual to balance out the karma so Sons and Daughters of God and Elemental life are involved in taking this karma on themselves and throwing it into the flame of transmutation. You can help in your prayers daily by saying "I am a being of violet fire, I am the purity God desires" (times 3).
In Love and Light,
~Gurumaa~